1. My story (Part 6) "Marriage as a male disaste


    Date: 12/10/2017, Categories: Anal, Fetish, Trans, Author: sherryladyboy, Source: xHamster

    Marriage as a “Male” disaster At a stage in my life I have doubts that I had a problem of being such a slut and wanting to be a women. So I decided to stop and try be normal, for sometime I could overcome my desires and so on. And thought I was cured, but actually it was all an illusion. So I decided to get married and try to live a normal live. After sometime I got married to lovely decent lady that I really liked. But it was not love or anything of that. We got married after half a year. My first impression was that she was ver traditional sexually, and thought that the man does everything. After that when we tried to do real sex, she had a fear somehow of the insertion of penis in her, when ever I tried she would push me back with her thighs. It was a real hard thing for me to maintain trying in such conditions specially that my penis is not long. Whenever we failed in making love, things would turn into drama. She decided to go to a gynaecologist, at first they diagnosed that she had vaginismus but it was not cured, she went to several doctors till at the end we discovered that it was some kind of deformation in her pussy that caused her pain and thats why she pushed me back. All of this took nearly a year an half, I was off course stressed as I thought subconsciously I was the problem. And the women and slut deep down inside me was crying and screaming to come back. I never felt with her like a husband, I wished she knew what I was and would accept me like that, then I ...
    think I could have performed with her like lesbians, as I had several relations like that before her. I started chatting with men again and flirting as the slut I was, and the whore inside me wanted to get fucked. And a couple of times I had received men in my home to fuck me, when she was not around. Until one day as usual I was chatting online and got a call that I had to go down suddenly and run an errand I forgot that day. And I forgot to lock or shutoff my laptop. When I went to run my errands she opened my laptop and had read all my messages with men and saw my movies and photos being fucked or posing as a slut in front of the camera. When I came back she made no action or remark for several days, but she was unusually quite all the time, till one day the volcano bursted in my face and the complete reaction happened. I told her my story and what happened, and that I want the marriage to succeed and I am ready to go to a psychiatrist. For sometime she searched for a couple and I was too searching, till I found one whom I started visiting regularly and another on occasions. For two whole years the doctors tried to kill the whore and slut women in me, till they gave up. And told her that I was a transexual that needs to live in my female form, if she would accept me as a female at home, I would be happy and she would to be happy, but she has to decide either to accept the female in me as I am or we should separate. And that doing sex with me is untraditional sex, and that ...
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