My First Sexual Relationship
Date: 12/21/2017, Categories: First Time, Author: cfnmbloke, Source: LushStories
My story begins in my last school year. Although intelligent, a good sportsman and reasonably good-looking, I was also immature, both physically and socially, with generally low self-esteem. As other boys experienced growth spurts at about 12 or 13, my spurt did not begin until I was in University. As other boys got girlfriends, I could only envy them. I could not talk to them with any self-assurance. I was not charismatic - in fact, quite the opposite. My earlier years had been at a Catholic school where, despite having no religious influence from home, I got the usual degree of brain-washing concerning God, Hell, sin, and so on. Making new friends at a new school was not easy, and I gradually lost the few friends I had from the old school. Occasionally, when no-one was home, I would wait naked at our large front window for a woman to pass by. I would then nonchalantly pace around, looking for clothes, clearly visible to the female walking past. No eye-contact - purely "accidental". I knew it to be sinful and I worried that neighbours might see and tell my mother, or even that the woman might tell the police, or that it would get around the neighbourhood that I was a deviate. But I loved doing it, so temptation won through. One day Graeme, a friend from the old school asked me to make up a foursome for a walk along the beachfront. His girlfriend had a friend, Pat, who was tagging along, and I was left with her to keep company. Tongue-tied as usual, Pat proved to be an expert ...