1. My First Sexual Relationship


    Date: 12/21/2017, Categories: First Time, Author: cfnmbloke, Source: LushStories

    My story begins in my last school year. Although intelligent, a good sportsman and reasonably good-looking, I was also immature, both physically and socially, with generally low self-esteem. As other boys experienced growth spurts at about 12 or 13, my spurt did not begin until I was in University. As other boys got girlfriends, I could only envy them. I could not talk to them with any self-assurance. I was not charismatic - in fact, quite the opposite. My earlier years had been at a Catholic school where, despite having no religious influence from home, I got the usual degree of brain-washing concerning God, Hell, sin, and so on. Making new friends at a new school was not easy, and I gradually lost the few friends I had from the old school. Occasionally, when no-one was home, I would wait naked at our large front window for a woman to pass by. I would then nonchalantly pace around, looking for clothes, clearly visible to the female walking past. No eye-contact - purely "accidental". I knew it to be sinful and I worried that neighbours might see and tell my mother, or even that the woman might tell the police, or that it would get around the neighbourhood that I was a deviate. But I loved doing it, so temptation won through. One day Graeme, a friend from the old school asked me to make up a foursome for a walk along the beachfront. His girlfriend had a friend, Pat, who was tagging along, and I was left with her to keep company. Tongue-tied as usual, Pat proved to be an expert ...
    communicator, and I soon found out she had left school, and was at Business College learning Secretarial work. She lived in the next block, less than 100 yards from me. She was able to relax me and we seemed to get on well. So we ended up meeting, once or twice a week, at the shop around the corner and talking at the corner on our way home. Amongst other things, she disclosed that she had been initiated into a bikie gang, and was sexually active. I did not know if I should believe her. I admitted my total virginity. After a few meetings, she told me that a friend of hers had seen me naked at the front window, and believed that it had not been accidental. I was horrified. I had been exposed as a deviate, and Pat would be appalled, and possibly even spread the fact around, possibly even to my mother. My concern was unwarranted. It soon became obvious that this news had made me more interesting, and after she had coerced me into admitting that such exhibitionism was staged, she asked for a showing herself. After a little persuasion, even though I really was conflicted, I did agree, and we set a date and time when no-one else was home. I was in mental anguish awaiting the date, excitedly looking forward to the event, but also worried about all the potential consequences. As the time arrived, I was naked waiting to see if she would show up, and wondering if I would even go through with it. There she was! At the corner, across the road, smiling at me. But now I had a new problem - ...
«12»