1. Why couldn't I be enough?


    Date: 10/7/2018, Categories: Bisexual, Author: Simplicity, Source: LushStories

    As we were three months into our relationship, we decided to celebrate this mini-landmark in style by spending a few days together. Okay, three months is not a long time but we were in love and thought that was a good enough reason to plan for some fun days and nights with sex high on the agenda. And that’s just what happened. On our first day, we had such a good time, making beautiful love in the afternoon and following it with another session of passionate sex in a shared hot bath. It was everything I’d hoped for and I thought we were so much in love. Sadly, the next few days were not so good. Like every relationship, we faced some problems but, so far, it seemed we could work our way through them. That is, all except for one. This one problem kept rearing its ugly head. It simply would not go away. Hard as we tried to find a way round it, to get rid of it, or forget about it, it was always there, lurking and ready to pounce. This problem concerned something you desired so much that you couldn’t get it out of your thoughts, no matter how much you tried. And I have no doubts that you tried. You fought it for three months, trying to push it away. Yet it always came back. And I could not help you. You loved bi-sexual woman. You had a yearning for them: it was an obsession. You wanted me so badly to be part of your life - but you also wanted me to be sexually involved with another woman. You even asked me to find a playmate. You wanted me to bring another woman into our bed. ...
    Yet you didn't want to touch her, didn’t want to be involved in a threesome. No, you wanted to watch while I and another woman enjoyed each other. The major obstacle to all that was quite simple: I am straight. I’m totally without any desire whatsoever to play around with another woman. Unfortunately, you could not come to terms with this situation. Because I had a lot of sexual female pictures in my tumblr, because I posted sexy pictures of women, you couldn’t understand that I was not attracted to them. No matter what I said, you could not understand. Over our last few days, this single subject would crop up in every conversation. There was never an end. Your life seemed consumed by it. For my part, I could not understand why I wasn't I enough for you. If you loved me so much, why did you need another woman involved? So we were at a standstill, an impasse, going nowhere. Our time together was spent on this issue. On the final day we were together, it was the main topic of conversation. Neither of us was willing - or able - to bend. The tears were falling. I knew I was losing you. But I couldn’t possibly be what you wanted. I had to look at myself, be true to myself. I could not go against what I felt in my heart. Please, don't misunderstand. I’m not saying it is wrong for other women, it just wasn’t right for me. I thought many times, over many hours, about it. I asked myself, why couldn't I just do this? What was the big deal? What was wrong? Why could I not find a woman I ...
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