1. My New Life 5: Family Matters


    Date: 6/14/2016, Categories: Fiction, Straight Sex, Non-Erotic, Romance, Author: Junkwithgravy, Source: sexstories.com

    ::::::::::Disclaimer::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Everyone with OCD and depression experiences them in different ways. Felix’s symptoms in the following chapter are based my experiences with these two disorders. Both the doubt and self blame are obsessions that I struggled with for years. I wanted to show how the mindset of people with these disorders distorts what is really going on. So this story is broken up into parts. In order to show both aspects, The story is split up into first and third person narration. Felix’s part of the story is filled with internal dialogue and atypical thought patterns. I did my best to depict Felix’s doubts, thoughts, and feelings, but it is nigh impossible to describe the emotional rollercoaster that accompanies the irrational obsessions and doubt caused by OCD. Please remember that not everyone has the same struggles, and some have a harder time than others. TL:DR - This chapter is focused on the emotional aspect of life rather than the sexual. Because of that, there is no actual sex in this chapter. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Chapter 5: Family Matters Part 1: I stood in my bedroom Thursday afternoon looking through my duffel bag. I was going to be back by Saturday evening, but I wanted to make sure I had everything for the trip. Okay, one more time. Meds? Check! Toothbrush? Check! Jeans? Check! T Shirts? Check! Boxers? Check! Dress clothes? Check! Socks? “Do you ...
    have everything?” “JESUS CHRIST!!!” I straightened up in shock when I heard a woman’s voice behind me. I turned towards the doorway to see a beautiful redheaded woman standing there patiently. “Oh, Clara, it’s just you,” I sighed in relief. “Jesus, you scared the crap out of me! How did you get in here?” “Wow, where do I start with that,” she said with an amused smile. “First of all, it’s ‘just’ me? Careful, Tiger, you might not want to refer to me as ‘just’ anything. Second, I got in with the key to your apartment that you gave me last week.” “Oh, right,” I said as my heart rate began to slow. “Well next time let me know when you come in. If I surprised you like that at your apartment, I’d have a can of mace in my face.” “Okay, fair point,” she admitted. “But my question still stands, do you have everything?” “I’m just making sure one last time.” “And how many times have you checked ‘one last time?’” “Three,” I admitted. “And how many things did you find missing?” “None.” Clara stepped forward to put her hand on my shoulder. “Felix, it’s just the checking compulsion from your OCD. You packed everything you need. You won’t realize you’re missing something even if you check it another ten times.” “But what if-” “Do you trust me?” “Of course I trust you,” I answered, more than a little confused. “And I trust and believe in you,” she replied calmly. “If you didn’t realize something was missing after one time through, I’m confident you packed everything.” “Yeah, I suppose you’re ...
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