1. Feeling Inadequate: The Antebellum Cuckold's


    Date: 6/19/2016, Categories: Fetish, Interracial Sex, Masturbation, Author: DickLover59, Source: xHamster

    He had no idea just how long Nancy had been 'carrying on' with Samuel, but she had begun to turn somewhat cold towards him about a year earlier; and so it had been probably at least that long! What was more, though he was worried (on the one hand) that she'd end up with c***d by Samuel, yet on the other hand, the very thought of that out-come, often sent a shiver of---what could only be called 'exhilaration'---running through him! Nancy becoming pregnant by Samuel was by no means an idle thought. The possibility of it grew more and more likely each and every time Samuel went into Nancy's receptive vagina and deposited his virile seed! The odds were in favor of her, eventually, finding Samuel's seed (and not his!) taking root and growing inside of her into an actual, flesh and bl**d, baby! This thought hovered over him constantly. It was never very far from his conscious thoughts! It was like a musical score, an accompaniment, which played in the background---the background of his thoughts, his deepest feelings, his very life! Nancy was his &#034wife&#034, at least, in the strictly legal sense of the term, but his possession of her ended abruptly there. It was Samuel, a slave, one of his own slaves, who had come to capture her lustful affections! She might 'love' him, in a wifely, and dutiful sense, but she felt no abiding lust, no--passion, for him as a husband! The lust she did have was all given to Samuel. And he knew, deep down inside of himself, where he could not ...
    sustain a denial, that Samuel, though a slave(!), was so much more a Man, than he would ever hope to be! And so, he had often thought 'Who really is the Master here?' At such moments, though he would often feel an aching in his heart, he knew that he, himself (which was at the very root of the fear of many Southern slave owners) was 'inadequate', sexually; which made him inadequate AS A MAN, as well!!! Or, at least, this was how he always came around to viewing himself. But how could he NOT feel 'inadequate' (sexually), when Samuel was so clearly, and obviously, superior to him in that particular regard?! This secret, as already stated, lay at the deepest recesses of so many Southern white slave holders. One could say that it was nearly ubiquitous! Sexual congress between whites and blacks, though ruthlessly suppressed by the numerically superior white population, not to mention the dire consequences meted out through both the courts, as well as citizen groups, had nevertheless failed to quell such things. His own grandfather, so it was rumored, had 'fathered' several mixed-race c***dren in his day; and it was also possible that his own father had done the same thing! So, the irony for him was that his own wife could, and indeed, already had, been the one to 'transgress' the racial boundary! It would be a further irony should she end up carrying a black slaves baby, rather than his! But instead of being angry with her, he had come to accept that it was actually HIS OWN INHERENT ...
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